6. So, what's this all about Sin
The Sin in My Life
In one of the earliest posts, I mentioned that before I received Jesus as my saviour I had asked God to forgive me from my sin.
No, I didn’t have dark secrets from
my past. I hadn’t lived an evil life and I would have described myself as a
generally ‘good person’.
What I had come to realize is that I
had a ‘sinful nature’ that revolved around me and what I wanted for my
life. What the world would describe as ‘looking after number one’.
Even more so I recognised in
my life what God would describe as the greatest sin and that is pride. The
pride of independence – believing I could live my life without acknowledging
the One who created me and how He would want me to live my life.
And so we come to that word ‘repent’.
The word repent means a change of heart and mind where we feel genuine regret
and desire to turn away from sin. It’s often described as a complete change of
direction from actions that please us, toward those that honour and please God.
So, I had come to that place where I wanted to genuinely repent and start living God’s way. I knew that it was not going to happen overnight, but I had the deep desire to start.